Tubthumping came on. It was perfect. It is an anthem proclaiming "I get knocked down but I get up again. You're never gonna keep me down." I might keep getting knocks that I am not expecting, but I am going to keep going. I am going to continue to fight for my sanity and enjoy my days. I have to say as hard of a decision as this was, it really feels good. I am in control of some things and I think that I am making some good decisions with those things.